As I was laying down in bed I started to cry. I realized that a ex of mine had gotten married. I was heart broken, and sad. Not that he is married now, but that I had talked to him about it as well, and if I had made different choices maybe I would be married now. So
I looked back on my life and sometimes wonder why things happened the way they did. If I had done something different my life wouldn't be the same now. Then God gently reminds me that He is in control! I love my life, my children and my singleness. I don't need another to "complete" me, all I need is the Lord! There will be difficult times, but He will guide me and direct my path and give me strength!
Dont cry about that. Everyone (no matter who they are) looks back and says "if i had done that differently my life would be different now". Dont worry about the past. Just look at the future. You dont need a man to be happy and just because you are not married does not mean are not worth being married to. You are not married right now because you havent met your soul mate yet. He is out there dont worry. Enjoy life now. Dont worry about what you dont have. Worry about what you do have. I love you girl. Tabitha :-)
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